[For a moment, Jeb tenses up completely. He tries to relax afterwards, but his attempts aren't truly successful.]
When the fear was still fresh in my mind, I questioned every ideal I've ever held close to me. I'd be lying if I wasn't still doing that, I'm just not doing it as much. I think what helps is that I can try to reassure myself that things are fine. Most of the time, it works!
But if I lost Tori and Michiru for real, without a shadow of a doubt, I... [His gaze is at the ground now.] I wouldn't just question everything. I don't even think I could push myself to move forward, not for a long time. Maybe not ever again.
I... I'd probably just collapse into myself, knowing I was to blame for it.
[feburary 25th, action]
When the fear was still fresh in my mind, I questioned every ideal I've ever held close to me. I'd be lying if I wasn't still doing that, I'm just not doing it as much. I think what helps is that I can try to reassure myself that things are fine. Most of the time, it works!
But if I lost Tori and Michiru for real, without a shadow of a doubt, I... [His gaze is at the ground now.] I wouldn't just question everything. I don't even think I could push myself to move forward, not for a long time. Maybe not ever again.
I... I'd probably just collapse into myself, knowing I was to blame for it.
[So worthless...]