Mithos? [Already her fear is seeping into her voice while she struggles to stay upright and grab hold of something, anything to make him stay. This couldn't be happening again, no no no no it wasn't happening again. Mithos could not join the ranks of all those who had abandoned her when they were done with whatever uses they had for her, when all was left was to pity her and the pathetic being she was.
It was going to continue so long as she hated Humans. That was what Seirou said.
Seirou, why?
Don't go.]
I-I want to see you. [She would beg as much as he wanted, if it meant she could still have him as her precious friend. Irreplaceable, the only one who has ever understood what it felt like to be afraid and unable to stand the weakness of her heart. Her friend.] Please.
[He can hear the hurt, the fear, the unfurling desperation. The dull ache thudding through his heart spreads outward. He had never wanted to hurt her. But...
She hurt him first. And she could only hurt him more.
He can't respond, because he fears that he won't be able to keep all the pain out of his voice. The heavy, damp sounds of breaking. He has to close the journal, before he crumbles apart completely.
Transmission over. The end. Hunched over, making himself as small as he can, he buries his face in his hands. He doesn't want to think or feel right now.]
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It was going to continue so long as she hated Humans. That was what Seirou said.
Seirou, why?
Don't go.]
I-I want to see you. [She would beg as much as he wanted, if it meant she could still have him as her precious friend. Irreplaceable, the only one who has ever understood what it felt like to be afraid and unable to stand the weakness of her heart. Her friend.] Please.
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She hurt him first. And she could only hurt him more.
He can't respond, because he fears that he won't be able to keep all the pain out of his voice. The heavy, damp sounds of breaking. He has to close the journal, before he crumbles apart completely.
Transmission over. The end. Hunched over, making himself as small as he can, he buries his face in his hands. He doesn't want to think or feel right now.]