I don't need you to explain for me. [He's slowly pulling himself together, getting his bearings again - or at least he can start to pretend. This isn't something he wants to piece together with Aleos. He isn't even sure if wants to wade through it on his own, because he's scared of what he might find.
A perfect circle. If he thought of her as something more than a friend, did she see him the same way? And what if she didn't? The circle would be broken...
He desperately scatters these thoughts. It's not hard to do when his mind is spinning as fast as it is. But that also means the thoughts will return sooner rather than later, with a snap of whiplash.
He knows what love is. He loves his sister, more than anything in the world. He thinks he must love Sayo - and he had never gotten the chance to tell her how important she was - because she's his family too. And Kaori...he loves her too, right? As a friend, as someone unlike anyone else he'd ever met... Someone he had tried his best for. He had felt strong in a way he had all but forgotten about when he resolved to stop running, when he had chosen to be by her side and try to make her happy, when he had let her try to do the same for him.]
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A perfect circle. If he thought of her as something more than a friend, did she see him the same way? And what if she didn't? The circle would be broken...
He desperately scatters these thoughts. It's not hard to do when his mind is spinning as fast as it is. But that also means the thoughts will return sooner rather than later, with a snap of whiplash.
He knows what love is. He loves his sister, more than anything in the world. He thinks he must love Sayo - and he had never gotten the chance to tell her how important she was - because she's his family too. And Kaori...he loves her too, right? As a friend, as someone unlike anyone else he'd ever met... Someone he had tried his best for. He had felt strong in a way he had all but forgotten about when he resolved to stop running, when he had chosen to be by her side and try to make her happy, when he had let her try to do the same for him.]