You don't know what I want! [And neither does he. He just wants to believe that he isn't as lost as he really is, that the endless litany of doubts and questions bubbling up from somewhere deep inside him can be silenced if he just presses down on it hard enough.
But he knows he doesn't want these words of understanding - words that reach into him and tie them together - from Aleos. Not when it's something Kaori used to give him. Something only she could give him. Something he had ached for for so long, something that had always, always been missing--]
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But he knows he doesn't want these words of understanding - words that reach into him and tie them together - from Aleos. Not when it's something Kaori used to give him. Something only she could give him. Something he had ached for for so long, something that had always, always been missing--]
And don't pretend to understand how I feel!