one [accidental voice]

[imatreenow]

[At first, all that can be heard is indistinguishable muttering. It seems strangely distant. The words become increasingly clear as their source becomes apparently nearer to the journal. They sound as though they are being squeezed through tightly clenched teeth. It is a voice that may be chillingly familiar to some residents...]

It's not fair. It's not fair. [This is repeated a few times, stringing closer and closer together each repetition.]

Martel... I abandon- [He can't bring himself to say it. It's too disgusting. A moment of only heavy breathing. The anger is practically palpable, and...there is the strain of something else too. Despair?] I didn't want to... I didn't choose to!

Martel. Martel...

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[voice]

[ahappylie.livejournal.com]

Because losing hope is the one thing I think Martel-san would be sad about.

[voice] 1/2 why do I keep doing this

[imatreenow.livejournal.com]

[Ooooh snap, that gets him.]

[voice]

[imatreenow.livejournal.com]

Of course.... [Talking to himself again, don't mind. Pay no heed to that unsettling, unhinged laugh either.] Haha, of course! Martel would never give up on me...if she could return to me, she would find a way...!

[voice] because mithos is slightly bipolar?

[ahappylie.livejournal.com]

[He has no idea if what he said was good or bad. But this guy? Creeeeeper alert.]

I'm sure she would if she could.

[voice] slightly?

[imatreenow.livejournal.com]

Of course she would. Martel would never leave my side willingly, and she knows I would never abandon her! [Another laugh. And not one of those warm fuzzy laughs either.] She knows I didn't choose to come to this forsaken world!

[voice] okay, so the boy is cray-cray <_<

[ahappylie.livejournal.com]

[Staying quiet now because yeah, if Martel ever comes back, Okita is so warning her that crazy boy is obsessed with her.]

[voice] like a fruit loop

[imatreenow.livejournal.com]

[He...doesn't really care that you've stopped talking. Continues talking to himself, with the voice of someone who has been shown enlightenment. But definitely tinged with crazy.]

I never abandoned her...Martel knows. Martel knows and she will return here just for me.

[voice] without the nutritious breakfast bit :<

[ahappylie.livejournal.com]

....

[Hoookay, learning to stay away from this guy.]